You are, the only exception.

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Le Femme

Shi Pinn a.k.a Spoony
Over here, i'll have a million contradictions on how i feel, who i want to be, and who i'll never be.

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Say Something?

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Blow you away.

Eve
Jas Babe
Jasmine
Junsi
Meiwen
Qibin
Yvonne
ZhengGang
ZiWei

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Credits

Layout by: Captivating
Header codes by: Zeronineroses
Sidebar header inspirations from: Plastic!Romance
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Nae sarang, bi.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010 / 1:36 AM

I can't explain my love for the rain. The tranquility it brings, the scent it gives off. I remember in my old room, my bed was just beside the window. Every night it rained, i'd sit up and stare into space. I would quickly fall back to bed pretending to be asleep when i hear my mum coming in to shut the windows, only to wake up again to open them up, and let the rain splatter on my face while i doze off to sleep, with a contented smile. I really miss that. But now my hopes to feel that again have been dashed by the big drawers against the window in my current room. So here i am, leaning on my drawers, feeling the wind and drizzles on my face, awaiting the start of a beautiful night. I know it'll be splendid :)

Monday, October 25, 2010 / 11:29 PM

"There's a new gal to replace spoony. After 2yrs. 16too! Same age you came into Cactus. " Oh gawd. I thought nothing could be worse then my flu and sore throat now. I thought wrong. This is all so wrong. I think i'm going to cry.

Edit: I think you guys have gotten the wrong idea, esp YOU, sista. Im not sad that "there's a new gal to replace spoony". It was meant as a light hearted joke from my friend. It's just that.. 2yrs have just passed like that. Im 18 now. Soon to be 19.
I not shy to admit that i've dedicated so much in this what seems to be just a little store. Stories were written and memories created. The good and bad, we've been through it all. I'm exactly where i was 1year ago.. not knowing the correct path to head, not admitting to all the excuses i've been making. The one and only person i can't kid is myself. It's time.

oh oh oh oh~~~

Tuesday, October 19, 2010 / 9:19 PM

Too many good images floating around in my com.
Too many events/outings/meet-ups havent been updated, haha.
Maybe i should start taking photos next time onwards! ^^

Cakes overload!!!!!
Im literally feasting with my eyes now.
When will i ever have a rainbow cake? :[

Junsi, these 2 are for you! XD

Fascinated by such images lately.
Pretty ain't they? :)

GIF and PHOTO REPRESENTING MY LAST 2WKS:

Hell yes.
Tata.

I can't let you go.

Sunday, October 17, 2010 / 2:49 AM

Tonight i wasted my tears for a friendship. I cried not for what the other party has done, but for what i've not done or said over the years. I hate being me. I don't point out certain things doesn't mean i see eye to eye on your actions. I don't throw a temper doesn't mean i don't get angry. I don't say things out doesn't mean i'm okay with everything. It's because i love you, that's why i'm willing to accept you fully as you are. But over the years, i've received nothing but disappointment. As others left i stood by, hoping one day you'll see the light. But no. You're still the princess and i'm still the weakling. What's worse, as i'm typing this, i'm still igniting some hope towards this friendship, secretly. JYJ showcase ended just like that. And me, at work struggling like a fool, missed it without even realising it. And i call myself a fan. Joke.

Saturday, October 16, 2010 / 2:09 AM

You still have the ability to mess up every living cell and atom in me. I swear, you do. This is the only place i can bring myself to reply you- Goodnight.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010 / 11:49 AM

Wooo. Now still in lounge waiting for my other classmates who got their oral assessment pushed back.
Gonna head for kbox! Promotion ending on the 17th guys! Haha, auntie spoony again.
Shall post some photos! :)

I ATE A PIGEON!!!! >.<

Haha! So this is what happens when i'm bored at Flea Market.
Plus wifi,nintendo ds, itouch, speakers blasting kpop (Y)

I like this korean cartoon!
And again, hope you had a great 18th, Junsi! :D

My brother's simple 17th too.
You can see how simple it is when he's just wearing home clothes,haha.

MEIWEN! See, this is what im talking about.
First time i didnt finish my cake. Sour raspberry cake, eww.

New version of rabbit recreated by fatball himself.

Okie byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^.^

10.10.10

Monday, October 11, 2010 / 1:35 AM

Awesome date, needa pen down something. Anything. I just read from my friend's fb that we've only got 2more yrs to witness a date like this. Cuz you won't be able to have 13.13.13. Simple common sense but hit me hard. Hope the lucky birthday girl is having fun in penang right now. I don't even know when am i gonna be back. Family's already making plans and once again i'm out of the picture :( Been feeling extremely sick this whole week but only could hide it in. Finally, tmr's gonna be a fresh new start. Huat ah! 今天，我终于碰到妮妮了。。你还是你。但，我还能当小新吗？

Acting is everyone's lifetime job.

Sunday, October 10, 2010 / 2:38 AM

Seems like everyone has found their way out, leaving me alone in this deep abyss. I think this is the way life works. You heal and save others. You sink in a lil bit more after every rescue operation. Because you realise all that you've preached, no longer has effect on yourself. Everything is seriously demoralizing. I can only pass my days creeping at kids. Thats the only thing that puts an instant smile on my lips and heart effortlessly. I'm beyond repair. The ends of the clock's hands is piercing my heart, it's making me cry. Why did you make me like this? Why did you make everything irreversible?

Self healing therapy.

Friday, October 8, 2010 / 9:18 PM

I'm this easy.
If only you could see.
If only ANYONE could.

我总是不坚决，才会在爱里面绕圈圈。

Thursday, October 7, 2010 / 12:38 AM

Few nights ago i chanced upon someone important in my life. We merely exchanged a few sentences everytime we bump into each other on the streets, our texts were always short, and our attempts to meet always fail. The reason he still is, and is the only one who is able to give me butterflies in the stomach, is unexplainable. After so many years.. our story got so twisted i don't even know which is the right version anymore. But what really mattered to me that night was it suddenly hit me that up till now, my life have always been like this. Nothing, nothing but regrets. Too scared to hold on to hope, too insecured about myself, too stupid to not fight for my own happiness. I'm tired of living this way. I know a lot of people feel that i'm melodramatic, pessimistic and impossible. But i'd rather be all that, then to be consumed in my own thoughts... On the other hand, welcome back, my summer's desire.

Boohoooo

Saturday, October 2, 2010 / 2:09 AM

Let me find some words to sum up this *inserts high pitched voice* lovely first day of the month! Embarrassing. Embarrassing and erm.. Embarrassing. I'm amazed at the amount of drama my life has. It can beat our local(not forgetting to mention crappy) dramas hands down anytime. Le sigh. My dongwoon look-alike will never be part of my life from today onwards. Fantasy shattered T.T oh but on a brighter note? My sis says he looks nowhere near dongwoon. Hahahaha!! ... Okay i can't even convince myself to feel better. Neh neh pok. Abracadabra~~ Please let something wonderful befall on me at the oc flea market tomorrow.