You are, the only exception.

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Le Femme

Shi Pinn a.k.a Spoony
Over here, i'll have a million contradictions on how i feel, who i want to be, and who i'll never be.

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Say Something?

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Blow you away.

Eve
Jas Babe
Jasmine
Junsi
Meiwen
Qibin
Yvonne
ZhengGang
ZiWei

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Credits

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Sidebar header inspirations from: Plastic!Romance
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warwick avenue.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010 / 3:17 AM

This morning, i met this boy who was munching on a bag of chips. Upper deck, left aisle, one seat before my favourite's. I stared at his back view for a long time before he had to hop off the bus. He took out his iphone at least 2times, to look at me with his mirror-ed screen protector. He thought i didn't knew, or maybe he did. It was then i realised, in the first time in 3years of travelling alone on bus14, i finally met a boy who could appreciate eating on board like i do. For the first time in 3yrs, i didnt feel alone. In this big world, we're all bound to bump into a few people of your desire. It might take a long while for each scar to heal but its okay. Grief has a timetable of its own and it's entitled differently to everyone. *** Can someone nominate me for best actress award for tonight? Or better still, forget about nominating. Just give me the award already.

Saturday, August 28, 2010 / 2:53 AM

Most of the time i don't tell others what i really feel & think,is not cuz i don't trust them, or don't know what to say. It's cuz i fear i can't find the right words to make them understand. So at least i'll be 99% truthful in this space. Today i realised why nobody really thinks i'm living in the doldrums daily. I give away my smiles and laughters often too easily. I tend to collect all the pain and only let it get to me when night falls. But, i should be thankful to the ones who are making me do so. Without them i'd never be myself again. Had a great night with strawberryshortcake, bowly and squirrel. Doubt i'm gonna get any sleep tonight. I'm gonna stare long and hard outside my window, listen to the rhythm of the raindrops, feel the wind on my bare face, and smell the serenity it brings.. One thing i'm sure of- i'm still living:)

Oktto ka jor.....

Wednesday, August 25, 2010 / 3:40 PM

Please dont tell me its a sign.
I'm done and over with. I just want to hold on to the very least i have left.

Please dont tell me it's okay and i can start afresh.
Some things can NEVER be replaced.

Please dont tell me those words that i know.
Cuz i come to you not for comfort.

Though i dont know why i do,
I'll be okay. Just not today,
or anytime soon for that matter. Am going to block everything and everyone out.

I guess im bound to lose everything that leads me
back to you.

Unforgettable.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010 / 1:42 AM

I swear i've never felt this happy in 3years.
Ever since ended secondary sch, i've never got enough time for
forums and fan pages. I'm serious.
I like this in front of my com:

I've got a HELL LOTTA Gifs waiting to be showcased but tonight,
i'll start with my DBSK first ^.^

THIS IS HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM. hahahaha! Even the unglams!

I nearly dieddddddddddddddddd. *nose bleeding*

And here's something for you my meiwen!!
(pls dont vomit blood)
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HAHAHAHHAHAH this is embarrassing!
Sorry if i killed the sign but, this is for you girl! :D
And my latest blog song is making me insane lately..
Havent been so addicted to a song since forever and it makes me
smile when i listen to it!
Meiwen and Jas babe- this one's for you two!
Hope you two can feel the happy-ness too ^^
omg i sound chirpy tonight hehehehe.
Gdnight all!

Mixed feelings.

Saturday, August 21, 2010 / 11:34 PM

Hi peeps!
Lotsa pictures to share lately.
Today's theme shall be (mostly)pink and pretty stuff :D

I WOULD SO DIE FOR THIS PAIR OF LEGS AND SHOES.

Hardcore glitter addict. Too overboard for me?

*AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW~*

Mini fact: These are mashed potatos.
Those commercials that you see on tv?
90% of the time, they use mashed potatos ;)
They can withstand the camera lights while real icecream will melt.
Genius right?

And this cuteeee thingy is mine! :D
Lovingly given by Jess.

This is SO NOT REAL.
No guy would do this for a girl :/

This one's for ALL YOU FLUFFAY FANSSSS AHAHAHHA.

I really enjoy the search for these photos.
Hope you peeps dont mind im like combining
tumblr+blogging together!

P/S: Had a rather lovely night, with someone i'm letting in at a very strange part of my life. 3hrs, is all it takes for me to realise, 这几个月来，我白活了。No more looking back pinn. No more:)

Friday, August 20, 2010 / 3:44 PM

Do i still?
Look. Here's the irony.
Right after posting the silly stuff,
i feel torn.
I really find it harder and harder to comprehend myself.
Last night,
"i find you unpredictable"
He known me for 1mth plus.
5mins later,
"hard to know you wor"
He known me for.. several years?

I mean, i get this all the time but only
till last night i realised how tough a nut i am to crack.
You may comprehend me, but you can never dechipher me.

Final?

/ 3:14 PM

HOLY MOLY.
I passed. Though we've been all mindfucked and played out by the trainer.
Really, how ugly can this world be.
I noticed my habit of photo blogging all the funny stuff after every exam!
But it really works, instant relief :)
On monday, it'll be a fresh new start!
If i had to name one thing i like about this diploma is that we switch
trainers for EVERY module.
Good, i hate being constant.

Here goes!

Even while posting them im still smiling to myself!
Which one did you like best? :)

You know that i need somebody.

/ 2:08 AM

Feeling so vexed right now. Everyone in class is saying how they expect themselves to receive an NYC(not yet competent, which basically means you FAIL in a nicer way) for this module. I really want to go to up to them and say, Please. Look who's talking. I should be the only one in this class who's gonna bloody fail. This month i seen so many ugly sides of people. Classmates, colleagues, and the people whom i call friends. I really wish i cld delete them away but we all know we can't. I'm not one who's so strong and determined to do so either. I always chuck away the ugly sides i witness but sooner or later, they'll come back. Cuz nothing haunts more then the unsaid. Okay, so i'm messed up right now cuz i'm gonna have the oral assessment tmr and i'm about to piss in ma pants just thinking about how the trainer is gonna nail me down. I really don't wish to repeat this module.. But can only leave it to my pea brain to pull me through.

Lost and found.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010 / 12:53 PM

One of the late night suppers that enabled me to pull through the night.

My first fried Mars bars!
Lovingly treated by Gabrielle :))

A not-so-newly opened Jap restaurant in Bedok Inter.
I'd say its an exact replica of Sumo House!

First time in my life my mum bought blueberries.
OKAY. You all must think i sua gu now right?
hahahaha!

Lovingly handmade from Yvonne sometime ago!
Oh-so-sweet right?
Thanks again for the little gift & letter<3

After coming home from a sucky day at school,
thank god there's fatball. Ahahaha.
Saranghae~~

AND WOOOO!
SEE WHAT I FOUND!

At Beast's fansign :)

Okie dokie reports now!
AZA AZA AZA! ^.^v

P/S: oh, MEIWEN! Have you watched this drama before?
The one im playing now.
If you haven't, im quite sure you'll like it.
It's a classic :)