You are, the only exception.

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Le Femme

Shi Pinn a.k.a Spoony
Over here, i'll have a million contradictions on how i feel, who i want to be, and who i'll never be.

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Say Something?

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Blow you away.

Eve
Jas Babe
Jasmine
Junsi
Meiwen
Qibin
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ZhengGang
ZiWei

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Thursday, November 26, 2009 / 1:31 AM

This may just be a normal photo to you.
A boring one.
All you notice is fat cheeks.
Non-mascara-ed lashes.
A nude & sickly face.
A really out-of-place cap.
Lousy contrast of photo.
A really really unnatural smile.

But, this was my FIRST photo taken
when my mole was fully removed.
Though my smile was fugly, i kept this
photo till now cause- it was to remind me of
my enthusiasm and uneasiness with myself,
taking a photo from my left side of my face.

Humans who knew me since i was sec one,
i would NEVER EVER take a photo from the left.
If i have to look hideous in real life, at least
i have that teeny weeny tinge of confidence
with myself in photos.

Sometimes, one may offer speeches on how
they angle certain situations in life.
But is that really what it seems?
Should one stand out and fight for every possible
explanation for themselves?
Kudos to you if you are one who can get by
without being bothered by those whispering ghouls.
I.simply.cant.
But somehow deep down i know,
You.cant.either.

As i was spacing out,
i was staring wide into this piece of
wonderland thru my iris.
And there i was,
Standing smack middle in a vast ocean of Lavender(s),
soap bubbles floating all around me.
And there i was,
my childhood dream i thought i've lost.
It was then i realised i still had the ability to dream.
Not all was lost.

Its just the same ol' im waiting for.
Someone to revive my wilted flower.

Labels: ask me.

Late nights with myself and i.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009 / 4:19 AM

Re-read my blog posts all the way back again. Holy moly. Dont wanna emphasize on all the crap i've been feeding you humans. Okay i know i just did but lets talk about the pictures. I.look.so.different! Yet i'm now battling my mind on which era of me i liked best. Its like choosing between a kinder bueno and kinder joy. Killer!! Anyways, i know i've said like ?!@%&$ times 'goodnite' and 'ya i promise i'll be in bed in five' to so many different ppl in the last 4hrs. But i cldnt sleep for nuts! Cause to that fella who's promised me 3whole cans of whipped cream for 3mths now, i have so much to share. And this time round bearie doesnt even appeal to me as a talking companion.. See ya later(?) Tag me you stalker! ;)

Tuesday, November 24, 2009 / 3:12 PM

Hooked on to Like A Stream/Trickling.

Think i gonna play it like a dozen times a day in store.

I cant wait to see them later.

When was the last we had a proper talk?

I have so much in my mind & i pray hard there'll

be a time for it later on.

It had been a disaster week for me.

Yet again i displayed my childish acts n nearly ruining a perfect friendship.

Fairy apologises here.. wondering you'll read this.

I dont know how long can we continue being like this.

Time's running out. Im leavin any moment now.

I just wish we can carry on like this everyday from now on :)

I chanced upon my brother's fave artiste's blog 2days ago.

And she was searching for a natural her.

A natural smile. A natural gesture. A natural self.

I am too.

Saturday, November 21, 2009 / 11:37 AM

I am trying, not to tell you.
But I want to.
Im scared of what you'll say.
And so I'm hiding what I'm feeling.
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head.

Thursday, November 19, 2009 / 1:48 PM

Its pouring right now and im pretty sure i'll be heading to bed straight after

this post.

How do i even get out in this weather?

Well.. went to fetch my brother

from his prize giving ceremony in the morning..

And this was one of his expressions

on our way home.

I then knew that he was disappointed that no one was there to take photos for him, to receive him when he comes down from stage.

I was appalled.

Me using being too tired as an excuse for not waking up at 7plus in the morning to bring him to sch,

and missing one of the most impt events to him.

Although i used sandwiches with extra stuffings to

cajole him,

i dont think its ever enough.

Jia you ah spoony.

you need to learn to be more sensitive.

I've got the urge to cut hair again.

It feels as though my...

Labels: will drift away.

Monday, November 16, 2009 / 2:41 PM

My first lil Xmas gift!
说起来还真白痴的。。
You know those events we always see
in the shopping malls?
These few days we had a santa claus roaming around giving
out lil treats to KIDS.
Well, being the shameless me,
i went up to santa and said : 我可以要一个吗？
The guy beside him burst out laughing.
And i literally hopped away with happiness
back to store.
:D

Awesome not?
Super colorhuuu~

I'd really wanna show you guys
more of my face but.. there doesnt seem a right time
for it.
A sombei joined us back at work recently.
Might it be just for a short period of time,
im sure everyone will make the best out of it.
Himnae yo!

Thursday, November 12, 2009 / 3:46 AM

Aim for self: Knock myself out by 4am. Note to self: Exploit friends who'll answer calls at 3plus. Answer to self: 我们之间，隐藏了什么，除了我自己没人懂。

Labels: insomnia.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009 / 7:51 PM

Xmas coming really soon!
Crowds in the mall already starting to form
and making beelines into our
everything-also-have store. Heehee.
Like advertising.

Have joined facebook fer days now and what i can say is..
my photos are really messy!
Cant organize those photos im tagged with.
And i must say im a really evil photo-untagger.
:(

Much apologies but i really dont like to
put everything in.

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. BYE!

Sunday, November 8, 2009 / 12:41 AM

WEE!!
不罗嗦了。

Oh well.. what can we expect??
Its just genting hor? ;D

3 silly girls excited over the things in a CLOSED shop!
haha! no choice. when we reached at night
there was nothing available for us already.

Second day!

I really appreciate them for acceding to my silly
request of going to the temples :)
Not forgetting to mention we went up ALL THE WAY
up the 9-storey pagoda!!

heehee!!
At least we didnt snatch places with the xiaomeimei & xiaodidi~~
we went when there was no one!! :D

oh gosh..
needa sleep..
will post again when i get photos from others!
:D

HAPPY BDAY DADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!