Lying on my bed for nearly 3hours now(with a lil fb chatting), with a pen and writing pad, i haven't even started on anything. Not even a 'To 老妈:'. i have sooo many thoughts mapped out in my brain. I know exactly what i want to voice out, but my fingers and my mind simply refuses to co-operate. Yes, i'm still that cowardly girl who doesnt dare to beg for more love, concern and attention. Great, i just wasted 3hours of sleep, which could be used to generate more enthusiasm and happiness into the occasion tmr! Dammit. No more thinking for the night, BYE.