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Shi Pinn a.k.a Spoony
Over here, i'll have a million contradictions on how i feel, who i want to be, and who i'll never be.

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Friday, June 5, 2009 / 5:08 PM

I caught this on tv with my dad last night.

I've always felt uneasy with my dad.
Well, not close.
Always uptight and unable to show the real me
in front of him.

I've always not been the type to
cling on to my parents and do those cutesy stunts.
The more i want to as i grow up,
the more regretful i get.
The times and moments when i was young,
i should have learnt how to 撒娇,
how to ask for things, how to ask for forgiveness
without shedding like a million pails of tears and still
keeping my mouth tight shut, unable to 低头.
I really just cant do it.
You know when's the first time i actually
opened my bloody mouth to say 'iloveyou' to my mum?
Think it was only bloody 2yrs ago.
And it was like.. during a joking mood among
my family at that time.
But how difficult it was for me to even stutter those words,
i bet nobody knew.

However as i grow up, i start to understand and
decipher well the silent moments i have between me
and my dad.
The constant lil wake ups when i reach home,
reminding me to finish up the food left for me.
The lil scoldings and questionings why i was so late.
The chidings i got when it was late night and i was still
watching tv.
The simple flicking on of lights for me to watch tv,
even though he cant sleep well with lights on in
the living room.(We dont close bedroom doors in our family)
The visits to me and siblings' bedrooms in the
middle of the night.

我懂。我真的懂。
My dad isnt good at expressing himself.
He wants us to excel in school, i know he means well
when he scolds us, lectures us for hours.
He wants us to be good people, wants us to
understand where is his 出发点.
I wldnt say the methods he uses is brillant.
Acceptable to us kids.
But i also want him to knows that,
im no longer a kid as well.
I may be a blunder in aspects of everyday life,
but.. im sure in days to come,
i'll hopefully be the daughter that you wished for.

Wah. So long winded hor.
But i mean every of it.
Hoping one day as i re-read this blog post again,
it will send some shivers down my neck.

OHOH, back to movie wise,
Jingle Ma is one of those few few directors that
i take note of.
His movies always end up in a surprising twist
which works wonders for me.

There's one part of the movie that left me
thinking for sometime.
"找爸爸请按1号，想要讨钱请按2号，
要秘书安排和爸爸见面请按3号"
Vaguely like this lah.

Yes its true to some that the saying goes:
the richer you are,
the lesser you get.

And wanna know my dad's 经典台词?
"看一个戏也要eee eee ahh ahh"
Haha. Still cant change my habit.

Hooked on to 'Halo' lately.
Cant shake the tune outta my head.
oOooowWWwooOoo~